it is so devastating to know you had a little bean that didn't make it, but try not to despair. I had a chemical pregnancy, we weren't ttc so i was surprised to find out i was even pregnant, sadly by the time i had gotten use to the idea of there being another baby, i started to miscarry. Becuase we weren't ttc we didn't try again but i still think about my little bean. On the positive side when we did decide to ttc it only took us 4 or so months to get our BFP and she has stuck and giving me alsorts of trouble of now :).
Best wishes and lots of virtual hugs